Life As It Is

I am here. I am now.
I feel myself falling down.
I've fallen out.
I know how I feel.
Oh, how I must yield...
to the faces of hell...
to fuel my taboo...
and feel myself beginning to break.

Things feel bad to me.
That I can truly bet.
But the good times...
I know they're around...
the dark and empty corner...
of this broken hell-hole...
of the life that I live...
under the shadows of taboo.

I know I am breaking down...
but the good is yet to come.
I just have to wait and see...
for what awaits for myself.

The future is coming...
the only thing I can hope for...
is the destiny I shall soon see...
Face-to-face.

I feel like hell.
But the good times...
They are coming.
I just have to wait...
for what the future holds...
in this broken life.
Until then...
I'll have to endure...
the life I live...
for I know no other way...
to live out my days...